The Loser - a dark high school romance by Thom Young

Can you find love when you're your own worst enemy? Peyton, the school rebel, has a major problem.  His crush doesn't know he exists. Amber Wilson, is the one he desires.  In high school teenage romance is fleeting, Peyton Pieters finds himself faced with an immense task, getting Amber to notice him. Peyton skips graduation to find her but she may foil his plans.